tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-310321302024-03-07T15:31:43.075+08:00努力不是一種才華,只是一種態度,一種謙卑自省的態度,讓人「收你(/我)皮」的時候會比較婉轉而間接...所以努力很重要!heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.comBlogger238125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-47014213556740329672009-07-15T20:43:00.003+08:002009-07-15T20:56:21.104+08:00【寂寞有害 Solitary Kills】連載預告 I - 夏.七月:宵夜<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsJm9tadRr6H2T18_qql1absSQ4Udfm3NLaCoN7b-0W0ieYKk4T39TkSLo855b2TPiK-IDpeV9HDDBdayL_yrnkYX_m-00p5uwNycKCh2ENB7o6yuCWTA8g3Df99Qpt74C8JtjxA/s1600-h/NightSnack06low.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358667236352803874" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsJm9tadRr6H2T18_qql1absSQ4Udfm3NLaCoN7b-0W0ieYKk4T39TkSLo855b2TPiK-IDpeV9HDDBdayL_yrnkYX_m-00p5uwNycKCh2ENB7o6yuCWTA8g3Df99Qpt74C8JtjxA/s400/NightSnack06low.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br />【寂寞有害 Solitary Kills】極短篇香港小故事系列, 由七月份開始於「號外」雜誌「讀本寫真」連載!!敬請密切留意!!12個城市角落.12段錯落緣份全年寂寞.每月公映連載預告 I - 夏.七月:宵夜故事簡介:由上水遷居至旺角的單身男子,在一個胃腸虛空的晚上,掙扎醒來,隨比飢餓更迫切的思念漫遊……<br /><br /><br /><br />Featuring 徐天佑<br /><br />Text by Heiward Mak<br /><br />Photography by Topaz Leung<br /><br />Art Direction by Ahong<br /><br />Styling by Nova<br /><br />Hair Styling By Nasaki<br /><br />Make Up by Winky<br /><br />Co-ordinated by Nico Tang<br /><br /><br /><br />你我何曾像這樣, 夠膽偽裝快樂,卻拒絕承認寂寞?誠邀各位加入【寂寞有害 Solitary Kills】Facebook群組,正視寂寞:<a href="http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=76983171073">http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=76983171073</a><a href="http://www.facebook.com/inbox/readmessage.php?t=123620338641&f=1&e=-12#/group.php?gid=76983171073&ref=ts" target="_blank"></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ2jVYV1nnkooeSnfCpODht-um63RQrUBSHtSgjut3H4j4-6OzG7hdeUk61x6MCpn7Vnt64htykKd-0NgzlhXsxdkqAvJQ3q4CZVQPoh2FF-elygUTU_C_reXTnGhBYWnrDiVN1w/s1600-h/NightSnack04low.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5358667699398667842" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 267px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ2jVYV1nnkooeSnfCpODht-um63RQrUBSHtSgjut3H4j4-6OzG7hdeUk61x6MCpn7Vnt64htykKd-0NgzlhXsxdkqAvJQ3q4CZVQPoh2FF-elygUTU_C_reXTnGhBYWnrDiVN1w/s400/NightSnack04low.jpg" border="0" /></a>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-85560821829041701902008-12-22T17:34:00.003+08:002008-12-22T17:40:02.510+08:00搬家了...其實很早以前就搬家了...<br />抱歉一直沒想到要在這邊留下新地址...<br /><br />這裡盛載的是截至23歲未期的我...<br /><br />以下是24歲後的我...<br /><br />http://heiwardmak.mysinablog.com/<br /><br />搬家,或者正意味結束過去任性幼稚,和重新找一個地方...繼續撒野~heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-85561596199518105682008-07-30T00:29:00.004+08:002008-08-01T11:51:19.385+08:00最好的尚未來臨.更差的還會繼續發生為什麼總要隨時,在備戰狀態?<br /><br />為什麼要激烈地抗爭?<br /><br />為什麼要發出放大字樣的郵件?<br /><br />為什麼小事會發生而我又必須介意?<br /><br />因為我是做創作的<br /><br />我尊重自己,即使從不被尊重<br /><br /><br /><br />說話不算數的大人們<br /><br />請原諒我<br /><br />我不過是沒人照顧、什麼都得自己出手的細路<br /><br />我不作聲 別以為我是啞的<br /><br />別逼迫我 有那麼一天<br /><br />幼稚得什麼也幹得出來<br /><br />然而 我 又和曾經我看待成小孩的人有什麼分別?<br /><br />也不過是被憤怒和苦無價值的血汗淹沒的無知族群heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-5278829515060715432008-07-26T19:18:00.004+08:002008-07-26T22:08:13.942+08:00要介意的事要介意嗎<br />不公平又不是第一天的事<br /><br />剛開始做創作的人<br />是注定要被榨取的<br />是注定要被剝削的<br /><br />要介意的事還有很多<br />要處理的事還有很多<br /><br />看著連自己都覺得噁心的成年人<br />很害怕 自己染上惡疾般虛偽<br /><br />凡事有兩面<br />在不快樂的同時<br />有很多很多<br />積極正面的事發生<br /><br />不 要 偽 善<br />堅持自己不要偽善<br /><br />想不通<br />不如去死<br /><br />也不要偽善heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-86367829099798195922008-07-24T19:13:00.004+08:002008-07-24T19:29:51.588+08:00《烈日當空》電影片段(非官方)<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/LWfhLARrT_M&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/LWfhLARrT_M&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />說了是非官方...e_e" 因為是趕應付書展用的...<br />暫時用正片剪...有些對白本身黏住音樂...<br /><br />還有就是...太長了...<br /><br />預告還是越短越精簡越好(也越難...)遲些有時間(那要遲很多...)就會陸續有不同版的預告了...<br /><br />不明白這套戲講什麼?...(我可是很辛苦才故意剪得不穿劇情e_e")<br /><br />嗯,所以...請十一月去戲院看過明白吧~買飛進場哦...<br /><br />《烈日當空》好戲率先睇發布會<br />日期: 7月26日(星期六)<br />地點: 大會堂Grand Hall (其實我還不知道是那裡...e_e")<br />時間: 下午3:00 – 4:00heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-12633900060114351182008-07-19T11:59:00.004+08:002008-07-19T12:13:26.950+08:00怠倦期的終結很繁忙很繁忙很繁忙<br /><br />其實一片空白<br /><br />很充實很充實很充實<br /><br />其實十分寂寞<br /><br />在空洞怠倦的狀態下強行創作<br /><br />是因為想存在<br />因為想覺得自己存在<br /><br />然而這三個人<br />告訴我<br />我存在<br />我命不該絕<br /><br />我是應當存在的<br />我是應當跟隨的<br />和他們一起<br />在這個煉獄<br />他們會扶我<br /><br />繼續走下去heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-26850325112179228072008-07-16T20:11:00.001+08:002008-07-16T20:14:55.890+08:00最近常聽到的歌...<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/dd7OOeKfkmA&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/dd7OOeKfkmA&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />在寫一個青春劇,不自覺就常聽...其實是因為MV很好看吧///heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-43276439387771185042008-07-14T22:51:00.000+08:002008-07-14T22:52:45.212+08:00電影《最愛》電影預告片林子祥 - 最愛是誰<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/c7zuzzYZ_Ew&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/c7zuzzYZ_Ew&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-13768767046970289512008-07-07T23:23:00.005+08:002008-12-09T18:58:00.804+08:00去年汗水逆流 .今天烈日當空<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjikXdqRGF7xcM0coQ75k6tOUSW-M6X4u26ivx6Wqyd4kF4DMvQFfUAGsjYb15_AC7ifKWSKcVgezIVGDCkdEm52YrN9vx1DT5y_P8QJjzcWgsQ9UVHWvcvi32uyn9PQg5e5DoQdQ/s1600-h/roof2.bmp"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5220297226852501474" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjikXdqRGF7xcM0coQ75k6tOUSW-M6X4u26ivx6Wqyd4kF4DMvQFfUAGsjYb15_AC7ifKWSKcVgezIVGDCkdEm52YrN9vx1DT5y_P8QJjzcWgsQ9UVHWvcvi32uyn9PQg5e5DoQdQ/s320/roof2.bmp" border="0" /></a><br />今天終於完成了colour grade...<br />去年的這個時候,我才剛開始做資料搜集、寫稿,四出找尋演員...<br />變了,很多事情都變了...<br /><br />他們長大了,我還同樣幼稚<br />烈日當空的上映期<br />剛好距離埋班的時間整整一年<br />我們實在在做電影的時間到底有多少?<br />我將和烈日當空的放映一同渡過24歲<br />我不再是23歲<br />23 將永遠成為一個過去<br /><br />人,事<br />都在變...<br /><br />無可逃免...<br /><br />在每一段關係裡<br />我總是最早抽身的一個<br /><br />但這次 即使最遲離場<br /><br />仍然 旁邊有人 守護到底<br />電影 不是一個人的<br />關係 不是一個人的<br /><br />失落 卻是一個人的<br />孤獨 因為一個人的<br />無可救藥的沉沒在寂寞的洪流<br /><br />然而 曲終 人散<br />即使 再聚<br /><br />人.事<br />都變了<br /><br />烈日當空要去哪裡放映都好<br /><br />結果如何<br />我們都將<br />忘記最初<br />Life must go on...heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-32664269208313434312008-06-22T14:54:00.002+08:002008-06-22T15:00:45.321+08:00腐朽<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DpJcqpNRI5o&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DpJcqpNRI5o&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />此刻海洋失去唯一的魚...<br />能寫出這些歌詞,不是才華...是什麼...?heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-46558642741420784632008-06-15T03:50:00.003+08:002008-06-15T05:09:15.830+08:00親愛的偏執狂為什麼不大聲說出來<br />討厭排山倒海的工作<br />討厭垂敗的經濟狀況<br />討厭自己藉口不積極<br />討厭遙遙無期的假期<br />討厭無法成團的旅行<br />討厭日復日漫無目的<br />討厭有目的卻不實行<br />討厭自以為是的消極<br /><br />其實和我一樣納悶又寂寞的人<br />穿街過巷 並無分別<br /><br />二十三歲 快將二十四<br />我的人生 到底過了幾分之幾<br /><br />喜歡腐朽<br />沉迷遺憾<br />不肯踏實<br />無法坦率<br />野蠻又涼薄<br />幼稚又狡猾<br /><br />這一秒害怕孤獨<br />下一秒渴望自由<br /><br />奢求被了解<br />又怕被看穿<br /><br />我的反覆<br />連自己都生厭<br /><br />總是踩著別人的底線行走<br /><br />我到底是怎樣挾著這種散漫又負面的態度而不被殺死存活至今?<br />如果我認識一個這樣的人 我可能會抓狂犯下謀殺罪<br /><br />一杯熱茶的灼熱<br />燙得瞬間清醒<br /><br />為什麼自以為是<br />憑什麼與別不同<br /><br />開到荼靡花事了<br /><br />一切 總會完結<br />假如 我不曾出現<br /><br />我的 人生<br />於誰 而言<br /><br />不過 是無關痛癢的微塵<br />一切 關愛體貼無私付出<br />也會 同樣地轉送給別人<br /><br />我並 不是唯一<br />無權 獨特heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-21223091521371324202008-06-11T22:12:00.004+08:002008-06-11T22:42:38.064+08:00椎名女王因為Song List中總會Random的播放[椎名林檎]莖(STEM)的英文版,令我又再翻她的MV看...<br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/28T5xeywX_g&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/28T5xeywX_g&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br />莖<br />Lyrics:椎名林檎 Music:椎名林檎 <br />There's a door here, but it will not break<br />There's a stone there, but it won't remain<br />Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait<br />And the lies there, the scent of it , just too much<br />So should you,<br />Sow it once and make it grow,the sweet clematis<br />Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold<br />Instantly things fall and fade,return to silence<br />Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful?<br />Dreams of what is real<br /> <br />There's breath here, but it will not break<br />There's a face there, but it won't remain<br />Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name<br />And the stain is the color of red through red<br />And thus,<br />You cannot cry, confuse the lies,try to remember<br />When you rise, you take you stepswith a strong desire<br />Time goes by, a breath it comes,like something given<br />Why oh why, why have there nightmares not long expired<br />The real is but a dream<br /> <br />From now on,<br />Should it grow and open full,the sweet clematis<br />Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more<br />Precious life, this life just once,it comes just one time<br />Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you<br />Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer<br />When I stand I know I'll never be down again<br />Nothing that I need now,once it comes just one time<br />Somehow, somehow, someone, ah<br />Entry Number One<br /><br />又找回椎名的舊歌來聽,忘了多久之前,曾經沉迷得很...<br />然而光用聽的不久,椎名是要用看的,那種聲線、唱腔,和斜睨鏡頭的不屑,詞彙、發音、以至一首歌、一張專輯的名字;反叛的、野蠻的、尖銳的、不安份的、愛慾氾濫的意識強悍又溫婉的刺中神經中樞,不同時期,百變,讓人不會看走眼,華麗、亢奮、污衊、高貴、才華,於我而言,她不是女神,是女王<br />Entry Number One~在迴響著...<br />當然東京事變也很厲害...但我迷戀的...始終是女王的個人魅力...<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HWuiXPQm-PA&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HWuiXPQm-PA&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6SQD4yDHaJ0&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6SQD4yDHaJ0&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-66162516522941494062008-06-10T06:19:00.003+08:002008-06-10T06:34:08.161+08:00久違的晴天空突然放晴<br />猛烈陽光<br /><br />酷熱<br />汗水 淋漓<br /><br />陰霾散去<br />暴雨大概有一段時間也不會到訪<br /><br />陰差陽錯的瞬間<br /><br />再沒有藉口<br /><div>不決</div><br /><br />或者<br /><br />是在提醒我<br />一切 只是<br />表面的和平heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-22566553376942613562008-06-09T17:39:00.005+08:002008-06-09T22:33:00.354+08:00不過不過是無數的偶然和巧合<br />不過是計劃和資料搜集製造更多個巧合<br /><br />感覺<br />都不過是刻意經營以迷糊視線的累積<br /><br />到最後<br /><br />不過是一場越了解越見底的爛攤子<br />不過是被颱風捲起而飛舞的塑膠袋<br />不是循環再造<br />便是掉入海中heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-81721048243531085802008-06-08T13:54:00.003+08:002008-12-09T18:58:00.970+08:00黑色的街讓我想起<br /><慢性中毒>裡<br />黑色的街<br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwmq319bxQfdzmKekTWGkE9-oSMmGlSnwAVtWDjp_qc44SJb5h1mkkQ6HlQCyYrGbzbLP3MsURhgSsElmqh51SGSLwFEDuWr1qMmucA9SARbnntPOp3ncMvVgCdJGz5ETTIH1Uuw/s1600-h/R0014921.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5209385363567468706" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwmq319bxQfdzmKekTWGkE9-oSMmGlSnwAVtWDjp_qc44SJb5h1mkkQ6HlQCyYrGbzbLP3MsURhgSsElmqh51SGSLwFEDuWr1qMmucA9SARbnntPOp3ncMvVgCdJGz5ETTIH1Uuw/s400/R0014921.JPG" border="0" /></a>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-8089325292429259862008-06-08T13:38:00.002+08:002008-06-08T13:46:37.072+08:00錯過了的...<戀人路上>昨晚<br />又錯過了<br />Jessey Tsang的<戀人路上><br />(詳情:http://penzu.com/pad?s=6c4ef53cfc5b)<br /><br />去年<br />錯過了<丹楓白露><br />唯一<br />一個人在台北看了她的<寂寞星球><br />寂寞來襲<br />她的作品<br />就是有一種專屬女性的細膩與寧靜<br /><br />看了戀人路上的Trailer 很吸引 可恨 又錯過<br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/CNK_s19Ut98&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/CNK_s19Ut98&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-64044059110980648342008-06-06T15:10:00.002+08:002008-06-06T15:54:02.816+08:00旅行的意義飛不成... ...<br /><br />不想去的時候<br />總突然就逼著去了<br /><br />想去的時候<br />卻無從實現<br /><br />想離開香港<br />想離開逃不開的責任<br />想離開 我沒法好好處理的事<br />想離開 行屍走肉般軀殼<br /><br />讓我的靈魂 去一趟旅行<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/53KlJ5qDXGI&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/53KlJ5qDXGI&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-30567170641855945472008-06-03T18:22:00.006+08:002008-06-03T19:27:52.138+08:00比病毒還狠毒不小心 在點香薰時<br />燒著了幾根頭髮<br />火光以極速<br />吱吱作響的<br />燃燒 殆盡<br /><br />大概長髮長到一個地步...<br />損失了幾根也無需惋惜<br /><br />不過是個區區傷風感冒<br />大概也不過如掉幾根髮<br />卻折騰我一整晚不罷休<br /><br />暴雨令室內潮濕得過分<br /><br />我分不清<br />彷彿不曾流動的空氣裡<br />飄蕩著的 到底是<br />迷迭香 甘菊花 還是由加利<br /><br />只是即使<br />沒有咖啡因 沒有尼古丁 作祟<br /><br />失去嗅覺的我<br />同樣嚴重失眠<br />直到<br />晨光照穿一室空洞<br /><br />才發現<br />眼睛乾澀 然而<br />聽一首 不合時的歌<br />淚水 又再度決堤<br />肉體 即使不爭氣<br />也正好 治療<br />靈魂枯燥麻木<br /><br />Productivity極低<br />連耳朵也彷彿失靈<br /><br />風涼話卻聲聲入耳<br />小看天雨不撐傘的人<br />活該 死不足惜<br /><br />真是比病毒還狠毒...heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-27450935933806975812008-06-01T23:34:00.003+08:002008-06-02T00:04:56.076+08:00失又再失去<br />無數失物<br />電話失靈<br />人也失語<br />徹底失望<br />長期失眠<br />持續失落<br />淚水失調<br />不斷失約<br />不停失信<br />反覆失誤<br />肉體失血<br />靈魂失措<br /><div>生活失序</div><div> </div><div>我的失</div><div>和失敗</div><div>無.止境</div><div> </div><div>極之討厭</div><div>一事無成的自己</div><div>不管你們說我</div><div>有多頑強</div><div> </div><div>我也極之討厭</div><div>我自己</div><div> </div><div>特別是在剪接完那些讓人痛楚的畫面</div><div>再讓我思考 我到底為什麼存活在世上</div><div> </div><div>我的作用 也不過如此這般</div><div>我的人生 頹靡不堪 毫無貢獻 毫無作為</div><div> </div><div>不管啃多少本書</div><div>喝多少品脫的酒</div><div>和經歷多少次宿醉</div><div> </div><div>只會重覆確認</div><div>我的頹廢和失敗</div>heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-11254192122710096712008-05-11T02:47:00.002+08:002008-05-11T03:30:13.689+08:00不成不成<br /><br />我獨立 我強悍 我執意 我一個人<br />還是有事情 是 獨力 難成<br /><br />反正 一早預知<br />什麼事 什麼人 什麼組合<br />能成事 與不成<br /><br />沒有期望 自然不會失望<br />姑且 靜候 唯唯諾諾 聽過太多<br />大概 早懂 比不知好<br />遠在 一早 一早知道<br /><br />只是 一個人 力量 太少<br /><br />但從來都是 一個人 熬過來<br />人 從來都是需要自我成全<br /><br />現在的我 大概只能書寫卑微人生 <br />從單薄 的生活費中 消費著卑劣的物質<br />生活 只是 進食 消化 或嘔吐<br />日復一日 重複厭倦卑劣又可笑的細節<br />無法成就 積極正面的我<br />Say Something的衝動與慾望<br /><br />我沒有話說了<br />空空洞洞<br />如果沒有話說<br />讓我書寫安靜<br />卻又喧囂浮躁<br /><br />一事無成 不成<br /><br />關於那些黑暗中沒有陽光也能綻放的花<br />大概只有孤獨行走在冰冷沙漠才能採摘heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-73566740277689525902008-05-06T15:45:00.002+08:002008-05-06T16:16:40.386+08:00慢性...中毒<慢性中毒><br />是一個故事 一個殘酷女子寫的殘酷故事<br />當然 不是我<br />三個女子 一個男子<br />看似複雜 但原來無非簡單<br /><br />直至第三稿<br />方慢慢陷入 這個荒謬又反智的世界<br />自大、自以為是的男人<br />自私、自殘自憐的女人<br /><br />不停互相消耗、排遣<br />在只存在既有觀念和判斷的反智城市<br />一切 將被 無需解釋的荒謬吞噬<br /><br />彌漫著一種只有血紅和蒼白的美<br /><br />正如引言<br />「從不愛與忘懷中,得到自由,<br />從拒絕生命,得到穩定。」<br />【媚行者】﹣黃碧雲<br /><br />女人 獲得了 孤清的自由<br />還需要 愛嗎?<br /><br />到底是放棄愛以得到孤清的自由?<br />還是無法得到愛投向孤清的自由?<br /><br />讓我稍微抽離 清醒<br />這不是關於愛的故事<br />這是關於不要相信自己的眼睛的故事<br /><br />接下來兩個月 一起來 慢性...中毒heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-73991146915886461472008-05-02T03:26:00.002+08:002008-05-02T03:58:12.797+08:00遺失遺失<br />是比分手更無可奈何的遺憾<br /><br />因為遺失是人為的<br />卻不是人所自願的<br /><br />人可以選擇離開 即使可惜 即使痛心 卻是合理的 必然的<br />因為人 主宰自己<br /><br />然而物件 物件的離開 卻令我低落得無法振作<br />以為從來只有人可以選擇珍惜或丟棄物件<br />卻總在毫無防備下被殺一個措手不及<br />物件在被遭受丟棄之前似是主動的擅自離開<br />但物理上 卻又是被動的遺失<br />徬徨的失主 自疚自省<br />也無法挽回 與失物微薄的緣份<br /><br />分手<br />可以擇日<br />可以預測<br />可以感應<br />可以撒賴<br />可以撇脫<br />可以賴死<br />可以乾脆<br /><br />然而 遺失<br />毫無 徵兆<br />像是要走便走<br />極至無禮的情人<br />連讓人反應的時間都不給<br /><br />傷心欲絕的失主<br />極其量<br />只可以作繁複卻又無謂至極的報失<br />對不會再回到身邊的物件<br />宣告一種無能為力的悲涼heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-32665887222959981032008-04-25T15:15:00.002+08:002008-04-25T15:17:30.221+08:00功課從今天開始<br />落筆寫的是三個故事<br /><br />最少每天每個故事寫一個章節<br /><br />算是逼自己脫離頹廢的功課heiwardhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01668525241902457058noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31032130.post-83891593093429201492008-04-23T20:08:00.004+08:002008-12-09T18:58:01.256+08:00blindness-the movie我一度著了迷的小說<盲目><em>Blindness</em>被拍成電影了!!<br />是無主之城、The Constant Gardener的導演Fernando Meirelles!!<br />太太太太太好了...<a href="http://blindness-themovie.com/index.html">http://blindness-themovie.com/index.html</a><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/oj3RRSVDQVI&hl=" width="425" height="355" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent"></embed><br /><br />不過José Saramago的<em><Seeing></em><seeing>--盲目的續篇到底何時才有中文翻譯呢...? 閱讀英文版的Saramago小說,對我來說是有點吃力...<br /><a 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src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJ7Qea-hkj20xo4yWFyoyiXwsflv9tozTQC2GL1Ux5kzy5cs2Vc3udn2lDnvl9NX-0jI6KtsIuNZfYGOMMhD_tG-HuA6JL8tT1raFrps4kra0lXp70Ydu6GSBHT66hiYkAGnfEOg/s320/Dan'sFyp4.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5AUMAbvW0nbMny8N5NHplt1raI97Mpv3ynWeVnxnA_WUzFbS24VlIud-tmgC-EpCT-_-0gSf92bMxhvrC0MVwnqCqDdp-c25JH4XqNrpZrdV6uLYd1_GrffWAk2VFzFVydX3PUA/s1600-h/Dan"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5191689572063767394" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5AUMAbvW0nbMny8N5NHplt1raI97Mpv3ynWeVnxnA_WUzFbS24VlIud-tmgC-EpCT-_-0gSf92bMxhvrC0MVwnqCqDdp-c25JH4XqNrpZrdV6uLYd1_GrffWAk2VFzFVydX3PUA/s320/Dan'sFyp5.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div>同場加映:青春水上飛車</div><div>臨走時我恨不得衝進湖中...可惜不夠不顧一切...<br /><a 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src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhdNGYwbrpvXk-hk5cEjwm7QZIkLn5_UMWL-fHazmhIYGMvFNXpZa5cGhvoLK0W09xkXjrwft-_DGqv8hLyZEOuDo5QPKjpgyPQHyXv0zKzoarIbYq1uTSygfogV8iBnOOZi6Y5gQ/s320/Dan'sFyp8.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />上帝為我們打了盞大燈...可是不接光...</div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwrzXyVpJJGl3sbUJ8BVa1AUhw998eTak1QJlKLu5KKcxAgH_jHWayLKoYCaYVAmBnhwPPk1xMCde8HNfYpoBikuPir1JBAEjj5WtzCOoUXp_Wwc0K_NLyVRHKFC6UOukq4NCWNg/s1600-h/Dan"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5191689194106645282" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwrzXyVpJJGl3sbUJ8BVa1AUhw998eTak1QJlKLu5KKcxAgH_jHWayLKoYCaYVAmBnhwPPk1xMCde8HNfYpoBikuPir1JBAEjj5WtzCOoUXp_Wwc0K_NLyVRHKFC6UOukq4NCWNg/s320/Dan'sFyp9.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div>導演阿Dan~</div><div>非常期待他和攝影師阿佳的FYP,</div><div>加油啊...CM人!!!</div><div><a 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src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEijaHR9FGS4y9CQUZffm6GBGd3agnCXJ3vhoVsrnQcLhD-dl_y0ELJ_guPgP095WgELL2YgDWnAi4qWtnDYAYeob3op0fHXoANWT3Poc01Bx00Fd-y9YLp_tzAiQwfUevpUwr5z4g/s320/Dan'sFyp.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div>黑衣人豪仔和黑衣人懷恩...</div><div>懷恩全日在展現氣質非凡,演出精湛--「影帝的下半身」...</div><div>還認識了新朋友suki,london sam,還有兩位主角...</div><div>在烈日當空下穿著黑衣奔跑,渡過了愉快的一天~</div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL_rKGdxwgEqHlVtboKtm94x8ZT_a4v-T3roNgeeEGQzBv2eiadsZjU_h7o-tv_39jNf2B04VAB3sglwu2w-ckY13ClNMbluBkmSYH73thMQCh50TCRIaxjR7HSEmn3-N_b8rrAg/s1600-h/Dan"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5191689142567037714" style="CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjL_rKGdxwgEqHlVtboKtm94x8ZT_a4v-T3roNgeeEGQzBv2eiadsZjU_h7o-tv_39jNf2B04VAB3sglwu2w-ckY13ClNMbluBkmSYH73thMQCh50TCRIaxjR7HSEmn3-N_b8rrAg/s320/Dan'sFyp11.jpg" border="0" 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